DTP Part 4

Here we go again.

In Years and In Miles
Written on: January 6, 2003

I let my heart get caught
In a tangle of some words
I held you close to my heart
Wishing you did the same
But I knew it never could be that way
Because you were so far away
In years and miles

I figured out what your heart was like
When I thought I made you smile
I wish I could see the stars in your eyes
I wish I could hear you laugh
I wish you'd hold me in your arms
And whisper sweet things to me
But I knew it couldn't be
Because you're too far away
In years and in miles

I tell you things I can't tell anyone else
I trust you with everything I am
Body and soul
I thought that maybe someday
You could feel the same
But you're just too far away
In years and in miles

I care for you so much
That it hurts to know
You've found somebody else
I guess I'll just be that distant friend to you
The one who'll hold your hand
Through the fire
Because you're just too far away
In years and in miles

You tell me all about her
How she's taught you how to love
Something I wish I could have done
But still I keep quiet
And don't tell you how it makes me feel
Just remember if she turns you down
I'll be here to make you love and smile
But I guess you're just too far away
In love and in miles

You tell me one day that I'll find someone great
Someone who can make me feel loved
Someone who I can trust
I thought I found him
When I met you
I'm just too afraid to let you know
Because you are just too far away
In years and in miles

You hold something sweet in your hands
My heart and my trust
I hope that one day
You will see that I'm not a girl
But a woman with feelings for you
And then maybe you won't be too far away
In years and in miles.

Okay this is actually one I did when I was crushing on an older guy who lived in Canada. Not a who bunch of miles away since I lived about thirty minutes from the border of Canada in Washington and he lived about thirty more minutes away from that. I also remember that he was a natural flirt and would do so with me with out a thought or a care. And I had thought he had cared for me, but then he had found his true love. Which I'm kind of glad because him and his daughter needed the perfect match for them and I wasn't it. I am glad that I didn't really do anything with him, because I did end up finding my perfect match in my current S.O.