DTP Part 79

Writing
Written on: February 10, 2004 (age seventeen)

Lost
I don't know what to write
Shadows cloud my mind
Clearing it of all thoughts
I write for hours upon hours
Clearing my mind of the words
They flow through my pen
Not enough time
To get a clear thought on paper
Before a new one appears
Pushing the old away
Crazy how after hours
I'm so numb, so tired
I can't think or sleep
My minds a blank
To stare at the ceiling blankely
Mesmerized by the colors
Flooding back into my world
There's nothing else in the world
Not when I wrote
Just me
A pen
Some paper
I'm lost
A world of a writer
Haunting me
Pressing me to go forward
My mind wanders
Showing me things
Reading to me my thoughts
Telling me to write
If only I could spend my life
Writing
It gives me my sanity
My escape
My reality
Alone
Lost
Dazed
A writer's life
A writer's dream
Feeding me to a world
Unlike any other